Today has been a day of highs and lows the likes of which I haven’t experienced in a long time. If a day could be personified, this… Read more “The Loss of My Thigh Gap”
Tag: stress
Difficult Days
Today just happens to be one of those days where my depression really gets the better of me. I woke up this morning in a funk and… Read more “Difficult Days”
No Will, No Way.
I have no will to continue anymore. No fight left in my body. I’m not eating anymore. So goodnight. They can do whatever they want to me.… Read more “No Will, No Way.”
Thank God for High Waisted Jeans
That’s all I can say this morning. My body hatred is off the charts high this morning. But my only alternative would be to go back to… Read more “Thank God for High Waisted Jeans”
Have You Ever Been Anorexic?
Have you ever been anorexic? Have you ever stared at a plate of food and felt like dying would be preferable to eating even one tiny crumb… Read more “Have You Ever Been Anorexic?”
A Lonely Song
everyone fell in love with the tiny dancer with fragile glass bones and a crystalline heart that reflected rainbows in the light whenever she seldom emerged from… Read more “A Lonely Song”
Disgust, Disgusted, Disgusting
That’s how I feel. Disgust with myself and the amount of food I just consumed. Disgusted with the feeling of pain and bloating I’m experiencing and the… Read more “Disgust, Disgusted, Disgusting”
The Roses are Dying
Just like my hopes. Looking in the mirror is such poison. But I can’t help but do it, and as I do, I notice that the weight… Read more “The Roses are Dying”
Already Overwhelmed
Today has already been a nightmare of a morning. I wish it literally were, because then at least I would still be sleeping and wouldn’t have had… Read more “Already Overwhelmed”
Trying to Deal with Dinner
Right now I’m trying to deal with this by not thinking about what I had to eat. Instead, I’m trying to just consider it in the past… Read more “Trying to Deal with Dinner”