Today has been a day of highs and lows the likes of which I haven’t experienced in a long time. If a day could be personified, this… Read more “The Loss of My Thigh Gap”
Tag: breakfast
My Life as a Roller Coaster
Every morning I wake up tired but in a good mood. I eat breakfast and stay in a decent mood. Then my day starts to decline with… Read more “My Life as a Roller Coaster”
For Others
I’ve come to the decision that I currently don’t value myself enough to want to recover for me. Hopefully this is something that changes over time. In… Read more “For Others”
Trying to Explain
Trying to explain this disorder is like trying to break through a brick wall with a feather. It just won’t work. I get that it doesn’t make… Read more “Trying to Explain”
Not All for Naught
Today marks the start of my second full day here. Complying is slowly burning a hole in my brain, but I want out of here as soon… Read more “Not All for Naught”
Thank God for High Waisted Jeans
That’s all I can say this morning. My body hatred is off the charts high this morning. But my only alternative would be to go back to… Read more “Thank God for High Waisted Jeans”
Have You Ever Been Anorexic?
Have you ever been anorexic? Have you ever stared at a plate of food and felt like dying would be preferable to eating even one tiny crumb… Read more “Have You Ever Been Anorexic?”
Bridging the Gap
Over three months. Fourteen weeks. Ninety-eight days. That’s how long it’s been since I’ve attended a class at UMass Amherst. Nearly one hundred days ago, I attended… Read more “Bridging the Gap”
Another Day
Another new roommate. Another set of orthostatic vitals. Another call to ask to turn off the bed alarm. Another breakfast the size of Texas. Another morning waking… Read more “Another Day”