This is a powerful word for me. I’ve been called numerous things in my life, not all of them positive, that’s for sure. But of those directed… Read more “Beautiful.”
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Four AM Thoughts
Well, I decided to make a poll because sitting here in bed at stupid o’clock, I decided I was curious what my readership and viewership thinks of how… Read more “Four AM Thoughts”
Becoming a Beacon of Light
So much of me wants to become one of those recovery warriors who inspires those around her who are suffering to travel along the long and difficult… Read more “Becoming a Beacon of Light”
No Will, No Way.
I have no will to continue anymore. No fight left in my body. I’m not eating anymore. So goodnight. They can do whatever they want to me.… Read more “No Will, No Way.”
My Life as a Roller Coaster
Every morning I wake up tired but in a good mood. I eat breakfast and stay in a decent mood. Then my day starts to decline with… Read more “My Life as a Roller Coaster”
For Others
I’ve come to the decision that I currently don’t value myself enough to want to recover for me. Hopefully this is something that changes over time. In… Read more “For Others”
Trying to Explain
Trying to explain this disorder is like trying to break through a brick wall with a feather. It just won’t work. I get that it doesn’t make… Read more “Trying to Explain”
Feeling Like a Failure
So I was scribbling down a poem that looked something like the following… I am the architect of my dreams But also the monster who destroys them… Read more “Feeling Like a Failure”
Not All for Naught
Today marks the start of my second full day here. Complying is slowly burning a hole in my brain, but I want out of here as soon… Read more “Not All for Naught”