Today has been a day of highs and lows the likes of which I haven’t experienced in a long time. If a day could be personified, this… Read more “The Loss of My Thigh Gap”
Tag: dinner
My Life as a Roller Coaster
Every morning I wake up tired but in a good mood. I eat breakfast and stay in a decent mood. Then my day starts to decline with… Read more “My Life as a Roller Coaster”
Trying to Explain
Trying to explain this disorder is like trying to break through a brick wall with a feather. It just won’t work. I get that it doesn’t make… Read more “Trying to Explain”
Impossibly Bloated
I feel like I just swallowed a balloon. Good god, this is the worst feeling ever. How do people deal with this? My stomach is literally so… Read more “Impossibly Bloated”
First Meal Done
Trying my hardest to stay motivated right now. Dinner was eggplant Parmesan with ziti and sauce, strawberries, Brussel sprouts, lactaid, and tea. Late night snack isn’t until… Read more “First Meal Done”
Have You Ever Been Anorexic?
Have you ever been anorexic? Have you ever stared at a plate of food and felt like dying would be preferable to eating even one tiny crumb… Read more “Have You Ever Been Anorexic?”
Disgust, Disgusted, Disgusting
That’s how I feel. Disgust with myself and the amount of food I just consumed. Disgusted with the feeling of pain and bloating I’m experiencing and the… Read more “Disgust, Disgusted, Disgusting”
Mechanation
Dinner was once again an almost automatic affair. Stab food with utensil, pick up, place into mouth, chew, swallow. Tonight that process was repeated over and over… Read more “Mechanation”
Where is the Life Preserver?
All of a sudden there are doubts being cast on whether or not I might be able to leave Monday, or be discharged to outpatient at all.… Read more “Where is the Life Preserver?”