Fat.
That’s all I feel I am right now. That’s all I look like right now. That’s everything I fear and everything I hate. That’s everything I want to avoid and everything I despise.
It’s only three little letters. But it’s taking over my life, slowly but surely. Tomorrow’s my birthday and I’m not the least bit excited about it. Which isn’t normal at all. But such is life.
I think, to be quite honest, I’m just going to go back to my room, ball up, bawl my eyes out for a good while, and then try and sleep until dinner and doom comes for me. Maybe they’ll have to roll me there at this rate.
For Emma and Ever 
I wish I could just leave all kinds of inspiring metaphors, but alas, sometimes life sucks doesn’t it. You’re still not alone, not by a long shot.💜
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I just realized that sounded just really icky. I mean ‘sometimes life sucks and there’s no way around it, only through it.’ Much better 😊
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I know how you feel.
But this is just a feeling! Other people see a beautiful, young lady in you, and they adore you for what you are. You are beautiful, I see your profile picture, and I see a pretty, young woman. I don’t see anything negative about you, and I think I’m nit the only one with this opinion.
Please, fight this feeling!
You go girl! Aye, you rock!
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Fat is actually a really big word isn’t it…FearfulAnxiousTense
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