I failed. Miserably.
I feel so broken, disjointed, and nonfunctional right now. I feel like I have a fever and my heart is going a thousand miles an hour, but my vitals show that physically, I’m all normal. Right now I’m just hiding under my blankets from the world because I don’t know what’s going to happen now. This disease is a big scary monster and I am a frightened little child right at this moment.
Update: They brought me back out and had me do one Ensure for 100%. I did it, and now I’m just waiting to talk to the dietician as soon as possible. I’ll update you all when I know more. Please keep me in your thoughts; I feel like I really need it right now. That is all I seem to know right now.