Four Dismal Days till Forward

I just found out that the earliest I could be put into Klarman’s program would be Tuesday or Wednesday of next week. Meaning that I’ll be spending Valentine’s Day in the hospital consuming obscene amounts of food in a less than fashionable johnny and drawstring pants. Gaining weight unchecked. Happy, happy day.

I can’t do this anymore. I just turn numb and shut down. I need to be out of here. Now. And the fact that this can’t happen makes me 

  1. Anxious
  2. Upset
  3. Angry
  4. Scared
  5. Depressed
  6. Sad
  7. Hopeless
  8. Disgusted
  9. Hateful
  10. Numb

At least my list has an even 10 items, huh?


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