Today’s Sunday, which brings with it a lot of things. So I’ve decided to make a list.
- I feel massively depressed today
- I miss my friends, UMass, and my old life without my eating disorder being my constant companion
- I’m excited that today could be my last full day in the hospital
- I’m anxious about breakfast
- I’m hopelessly lost without the Pats playing in the Super Bowl
- I don’t want to watch the Pro Bowl; it’s like a consolation prize the likes of thinking you’re getting a million dollars for Christmas and actually getting a piece of paper with “dollar” written on it a million times
- I slept better last night, but woke up very early, so I’m exhausted
- I’m hoping today will end better than it begins, especially since it’s the last official day of January
- I really want this list to have 10 items, just like how I wish it would snow like in the picture I picked for this post.
- Now it does.