And For Dessert, Guilt with a Side of Self Loathing

Dinner tonight was awful. Not only was it a nightmarish combination of #trigger foods, I had to finish an ice cream for dessert to add insult to the mental injury. Additionally, there was #chaos going on all over the floor, which only made me more and more anxious. I’m ready to put tonight to bed, close my eyes, curl into a ball, and forget about everything until tomorrow. On the hope that I end up going back to inpatient tomorrow, maybe it’ll make tonight nothing more than a distant horrible #memory. Any #positive thoughts would be much appreciated 💜

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2 thoughts on “And For Dessert, Guilt with a Side of Self Loathing

  1. hope you sleep like a baby all tied up in a ball like a baby. I know so well how it is there and the extremities of the food intake and pain after. just not right!
    Sleep well like a baby!
    Love and hugs

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